My Story

Where to start? My life has been a long rollacoaster. I was born in the United kingdom. As most humans I went to university, studied software  engineering and got a job in the city of london. I progressed successfully working in a bank till I realised I'm felt deeply empty. My passion was dance at the time so the dream was to quit and be a dancer in argentina. My comfort zone kept me stuck as I had a girlfriend, cushy job. It was only when I was confronted by my best friend, I quit it all and booked a one way ticket to buenos aires, argentina. Getting there, I never did become a dancer but became fascinated with film and created my own night life channel. A few years of parties, alcohol, and sex fuelled nights everything came crashing down as I spent my savings and dropping into heavy debt. I was penniless, sick, skinny and alone.

After trip in the mountains in north agentina, I found new energy to start a new business in video production. Having met a girl who later became my wife, I struggled moving between hostels and apartments but somehow started accelerating my income fairly quickly creating a team and having an office. For once in my life I never had money issues and lived well especially with the currency difference living in a latin american city. But there were other troubles as my relationship was highly unstable and suffered physical violence from my then wife. It was a few years then we ended and after another failed relationship with another woman I packed up and moved to Berlin.

Upon arriving there, I realised was feeling empty despite the money I had accumulated and still generated. I was depressed and turned to bhuddhist chanting. I also turned to drugs, party, sex and techno music for which berlin was famous for. I was 30 so I started my deep drug phase late. It was also phase I started exploring the arts like poetry, theater, comedy and writing. It was a time I started feeling my body and emotions. I studied as an actor and decided to leave for london to persue this full time.

I spent the next years study a specific acting technique called meisner and met my mentor who had an interesting journey himself. He was a genius, highly perceptive and spiritual. At the end I realised I didn't want to act but write instead. I also got into self development and healing work heavily from tony robbins, meditation, yoga, embodiment work, qi-gong, tantra, polarity work, pranic energy healing, attachment based therapy and many other modalities, workshops and retreats for 5 years. I had many teachers and gurus. During this time a lot of people would also come to me for guidance and healing. Although I never saw myself as a coach, teacher, healer, I liked to listen to their troubles and offer guidance. It was only till the end of doing so much self work, I realised the simple thing required for healing, guidance, alignment was one thing. And it's the only thing. Prescence. When I started to experience the peace, stillness which is prescence, all the tool, techniques, modalities, and how-to's fell away. It where one journey ended but open up a whole new one for me.